Tag: Finding a new path

Right there / Poetry

Right there / Poetry

Right there, in the corner it springs, like some silly little noise; a church bell, a magpie a knock at the door… Hello it says, remember me? Here’s this tune you like of fried eggs and wet grass It’s been a while, how are you? And I say it quickly, holding my breath; You’re too …

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The impossible / Musings

The impossible / Musings

It’s OK to lean into the idea that not everything is possible for everyone. Not everything is possible for me. Right now I am facing (what feels like are) two impossible choices: I can go down the route of hectic emotional closeness, which embodies slightly manic highs and more than likely crushing lows. Or I …

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I’m Fine / Paintings

I’m Fine / Paintings

I have always loved this painting, disturbing as it is. Yet I threw it away shortly after it was made. Perhaps I didn’t want to manifest further chaos. Perhaps I was perturbed by how my calm hands had so accurately portrayed my secret inner life. It’s what I said, always; ‘I’m fine.’ I am now. …

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