Month: May 2023

Lopsided / Musings

Lopsided / Musings

Most things are lopsided It has a little dent It has a little crack It has a little side to it that are not like the other sides A wonky circle A crumpled surface I am crumpled And wonky And lopsided I have a little dent I have a little crack I have a little …

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The impossible / Musings

The impossible / Musings

It’s OK to lean into the idea that not everything is possible for everyone. Not everything is possible for me. Right now I am facing (what feels like are) two impossible choices: I can go down the route of hectic emotional closeness, which embodies slightly manic highs and more than likely crushing lows. Or I …

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I’m Fine / Paintings

I’m Fine / Paintings

I have always loved this painting, disturbing as it is. Yet I threw it away shortly after it was made. Perhaps I didn’t want to manifest further chaos. Perhaps I was perturbed by how my calm hands had so accurately portrayed my secret inner life. It’s what I said, always; ‘I’m fine.’ I am now. …

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Moving Day / Musings

Moving Day / Musings

It’s a dance, you know The people, the boxes, the scrrritchy sound of tape Sweat, coke, coffee and biscuits No swear words, they are very polite Soft padding on the stairs, no shoes Bubble wrap squeaking, Darth Vader wrapped in plastic from head to below his knees, finally captured Some heavy sighs, understandable, those wardrobes …

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Mrs. Winter’s Last Supper / Short Story

Mrs. Winter’s Last Supper / Short Story

The mourners filed past like a slow, solemn snake. Caps doffed and knees buckling they resembled beggars more than the recently bereaved by proxy. Begging you to accept their sympathy and hoping you would throw them a scrap or two of admiration for their perfectly honed puppy dog eyes and sincere condolences. Mrs Winter had …

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